| ASSSHOLE |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|08:22 pm] |
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i just updated and it was a real update. and then it deleted so now i'm mad and i dont want to update..GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
BYEE |
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| this stl exists? |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|07:51 pm] |
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Havnt done this is an extremely long time and i'm bored. i figured, why not just update to keep the people that dont read this anymore entertained. i dont think anyone reads this anymore..but if you do here you go:
Ahhh fuck this.. i'm goin to craigs room and then we are goin to go see coach carter. ill make a real update later...mayb |
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| dont feel like doin work so this is what it comes down to.. |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|05:11 pm] |
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| | NFG "Doubt Full" | ] |
001. What is your name: melissa
002. Spell your name backwards: assilem
003. Date of birth: nov 8 1986
004. Male or female? female
005. Astrological sign: scorpio
006. Nicknames: missy missysue ramos ram
007. Occupation? nuttin rite now
008. Height: 5'
010. Hair color: brown
011. Eye color: brown
012. Where were you born? stoughton
013. Where do you reside now? stoughton
014. Age: 18
015. Screen names: missysue44
016. E-mail address: missysue44@aol.com or melissa.ramos@snhu.edu
017. What does your screen name stand for? my cousins call me missy and my middle name is sue..and now they call me missysue and 4 is my fav #
018. What is your xanga name? my wat name?
019. What does your xanga name stand for? wtf?
020. Pets: nope
021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? 18
022. Piercings? 1 in each ear
023. Tattoos? 0
024. Shoe size: 7
025. Righty or lefty? righty
026. Wearing: sweat pants and a tshirt
027. Hearing: jessica simpson xmas album
028. Feeling: bored
029. Eating/drinking: nope
~Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~
031. How many people have you told "I love you"? according to feyler i say it to everyone..i'm just a loving person :-D
032. How many people have you been in love with? 2
033. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no they are blad and proud thanks
034. Do you have any nieces or nephews? yea my lil chicken Jocelyn
035. Are your parents divorced? nope
036. Do you have step parents? --
037. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? nope
038. If so for what? --
039. Did some of your family come to America from another country? good old portugal
~Music Stuff~
040. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? idk
041. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? the vengaboys..haha
042. What's the best cd you own? theres a lot
043. What song do you absolutely hate? umm idk
044. Do you sing in the shower? sumtimes
045. What song reminds you of that special someone? mostly all slow songs
~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give Any One Of Their Songs!~
046. Pink: you make me sick
047. Aerosmith: walk this way
048. Madonna: like a virgin
049. Korn: got the life
050. Backstreet Boys: ill never break you heart
051. The Beatles: idk..
052. Sublime: wrong way
053. J.Lo: i'm real
054. Nsync: tearin up my heart
055. Limp Bizkit: nookie
056. Britney Spears: my perogative
057. Creed: arms wide open
058. Enrique Iglesias: hero
059. Good Charlotte: wondering
060. Christina Aguilera: what a girl wants
061. Eminem: real slim shady
062. New Found Glory: all down hill from here
063. Kelly Clarkston: moment like this
064. Kelly Osbourne: shes sings her own songs??
065. Mandy Moore: crush
066. Eve: idk...
067. Aaliyah: the song for the dr dolittle soudtrakc..i forget the name
068. Nelly: ride wit me
069. Alicia Keys: fallin
070. Incubus: miss you
~Favorites~
071. Color: baby blue and yellow
072. Food: chinese
073. Song: way too many to pick from
074. Show: tree hill gilmore girls laguna beach
075. school subject: english
076. Band/singer: way too many
077. Animal: puppies are cute
078. Outfit: jeans and a sweatshirt
079. Radio station: kiss 108 still :-D
080. Movie: wedding planner...mmmmmm
081. Pair of shoes: adidas sandles
082. Cartoon: simpsons
083. Actors: jim carey or adam sandler
084. Actress's: julia roberts or kate hudson
085. Potato chip: cape cod
086. Drink: umm idk
087. Alcholic drink: who knows
088. Holiday: xmas and new yrs
089. Perfume/cologne: tommy girl but very sexy for a guy
090. Pizza topping: just good old cheese
091. Jello flavor: dont really like jello
092. Lunch meat: ham
093. Board game: life
094. Video game: paper boy..nintedo..for DBo
095. Website: dont have one
096. Book: child called it
097. Computer game: sims
098. Number: 4
099. Cereal: cocoa pebbles
100. Comedian: dane coook...soooooo gooooood
101. Dessert: chocolate nething
102. Disney character: gooofy
103. Clothing store: aero or ae and weathervane..but not so much nemore
104. Pastime: sleeeeeeeep -.-
105. Teacher: JDen and Tucker
106. Childhood toy: idk
107. Carnival game/ride: something fun and fast
108. Candy bar: 3 musketeers
109. Magazine: dont really read magazines
110. Salad dressing: french
111. Thing to do on the weekend: sleep/ hangout
112. Hot drink: hot chocolate
113. Season: summer
114. Sport to watch: football or hockey
115. Person to talk to online: umm idk ne1
~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~
116. What color are your sheets? lilac
117. What color are your bedroom walls? tanish..off white
117. Do you have posters on your wall? YES
118. If so of what? justin timberlake and then i just have a lot of random pics of friends and family
119. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? yes
120. How many pillows are on your bed? 3
121. What do you normally sleep in? tshirt
122. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: they are navy blue and have starts and moons and clouds on them
123. What size bed do you have? extra long twin here
124. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? no
125. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no
126. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? i cant or i start to sing and i never fall asleep
127. Describe the last nightmare you had: i dont remember but last nite i had the weirdest dream
128. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? KIIIWWWWWIIII... no :-\
129. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 1..lol
130. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? nnope
131. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? when iw as really littl ei shared a room wit my sister
132. Do you snore? when im sick sometimes
133. How about drool? sometimes
134. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yes
135. What color is the carpet in your room? at home white..school and grey maybe
136. What's under your bed? boxes of old stuff
~This or that~
137. beach/mountains: beach
138. Donuts/bagels: donut
139. Day/night: night
140. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: east
141. Heaven/hell: heaven
143. Coffee/tea: neither..yuck
144. Britney/Christina: christina
145. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american
146. Real World/Road Rules: real world
147. Backstreet Boys/Nsync: NSYNC
148. Silver/gold: silver
149. Nike/Adidas: i liek adidas snadles but nike sneakers
150. McDonalds/Taco Bell: mcdonalds
151. Sweet/sour: sweet
152. Punk/emo: punk
153. Hot/cold: hot
154. Winter/summer: summer
155. Spring/fall: fall
156. Operas/plays: plays
157. Read/watch tv: watch tv
158. Cd's/tapes: cds
159. Dvd's/vhs: dvds
160. Old/new: hmmm..old..
161. Shorts/skirts: skirts
162. Pink/red: pink
163. Colored/black and white photos: depends but usually colored
164. Meat/vegetables: meat
165. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese
166. Commercials/infomercials: commercials
167. Scary movies/comedies: comedies
170. Dogs/cats: dogs
171. Unicorns/fairies: fairies
172. Water/land: water
173. Sugar/spice: sugar
174. Black/white: black
176. Chicken/beef: chicken
177. Colored/white christmas lights: white
178. Cars/trucks: trucks
179. Austin Powers/James Bond: austin
180. Popcorn/pretzels: popcorn
181. Hip/hop: this reminded me of big daddy when the delivery guy is like hip hip hip hop hipopatonamous...you give him all the easy ones..and the little boy is like constitution..:-D
185. Picture frames/photo album: picture frames
186. Pens/pencils: pens
~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~
187. Eminem: ok..kinda annoyin now
188. Virgins: dont really have an opinion..do what you want..or dont do what u dont want
189. God: has a funny way of doin certain things..
190. The Osbournes: so gay now
191. Reality TV: needs to stop
192. J.Lo: married marc anthony..yuck
193. Religion: sometimes stupid
194. Emo music: its not bad..i like some of it
195. Valentine's Day: cute
196. Christina Aguilera's comeback: i love her..
197. Homosexuals: u do u i guess..
198. Abortion: grrr..no comment
199. Inter-racial relationships: why not
200. Murder: bad
201. Death: sad
203. Pre-marital sex: go for it
204. Terrorism: no need
205. Pornography: w/e floats your boat
206. Fortune tellers: ya tell me my life story through my hand ::suck my dick::
208. Prostitution: dangerous and dirty
209. Politics: so sick of it..dont complain about bush if u voted him into office stupid fucks
210. Country music: some of it aint bad
211. George W. Bush: faggot..
212. Cloning: umm idk
213. Britney's boobs: i dont really care what they do
214. Gas prices in America: stop goin up fuckers
~Name Game~
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Names?.
215. Jack: and jill
216. Tiffany: jewelry
217. Ben: this kid in my fex class
218. Maria: haha brinna and nikki and marianna..lol
219. Jennifer: Jlo
220. Nicole: this girl from school
221. Amy: my cousin
222. Adam: telian
223. Richard: i dont know if i know a richard..lol
224. Justin: Timberlake
225. Arnold: swartchenagger...dont know how to spell it
226. Tom: from downstairs..kid at school
227. Melissa: mmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
228. Charlotte: good charlotte
229. Harold: i think of hey arnold..wowo i'm a loser
232. Vanessa: girl that i know through my parents
233. Michelle: tanner..i was just watchin full house
234. Kevin: my brother
236. Jake: this girl jess's bf
237. Billie: billy farwell..but not billie
238. Sarah: my say hey in florida..miss u
239. Natalie: idk...
240. Christi: this girl in my soc class
241. Nick: manchester..wow weird..
243. Taylor: from hanson
244. Jordan: knight...haha good 1 bish
~Have You Ever....~
247. Mooned anyone? yup
249. Been to a foreign country? ya
250. Broken a bone? no
251. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? no
252. Swear at a teacher? no
253. Talked to a xanga member via e-mails or instant messages? ya me 2 :-\
254. Got in a fight? not a physical fight
255. Dated a teacher? jden..i wish
256. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? when i was younger
257. Thought about killing your enemy? noope
258. Gone skinny dipping? noppe
259. Met another xanga member in the flesh? wtf is xanga?
260. Told a little white lie? yup yup
261. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yes
263. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? um idk
264. Been on TV? ya
265. Been on the radio? nope
267. Been to a concert? yes a lot
268. Dated one of your best friends? umm dont think so
269. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yup
270. Decieved somebody close to you? ya
271. Broken the law? ya
272. Been to a rodeo? haha nope
273. Been on a talk show? ya..i was on jerry springer yesterday fightin my moms boyfriends sister who dated my boyfriend behind my back who turned out to be cheatin on both of us with another guy, but surprisingly the other guy was a girl and she/he/it had been sleepin wit my mom on the side. wicked kool.
274. Been on a game show? i wish..i want to go on the price is right
275. Been on an airplane? yup yup
276. Got to ride on a firetruck? nope
277. Came close to dying? ya
278. Cheated on a bf/gf? nope..never will
279. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yup
280. Terrorized a babysitter? nope..
281. Made a mud pie? nope
282. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? nope
283. Snuck out of the house at night? yup
284. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? nope
285. Had an eating disorder? nope
286. Felt like you didn't belong? ya
287. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yes
289. Done drugs? yes
290. Been arrested? nope
291. Had your tonsils removed? nope..appendix are gone tho
292. Gone to camp? nope
293. Won a bet? yupyup
294. Written a love letter? yup
295. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? ya
296. Written a love poem? ya
297. Kissed in the rain? yea..id go back and do it again :-D
298. Slow danced with someone you love? yes
302. Asked a friend for relationship advice? all the time
303. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? haha..um i dont think so
304. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? nope
305. Gotten a speeding ticket? nope
306. Done jail time? nope
307. Had to wear a uniform to work? nope
308. Won a trophy: a lot
309. Thrown up in public? yup
310. Bowled a perfect game? nope
311. Failed/got held back? nope
312. Got perfect attendance in grade school? i think i might of in like 1st grade
313. Roasted pumpkin seeds? nope
314. Taken ballet lessons: nope
315. Attempted suicide? nope
316. Cut yourself? by being dumb..not tryin to do it to hurt myself
~Childhood Stuff~
317. Did you play with Barbies? obv
318. Did you own Treasure Trolls? yup yup
319. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? yup wit my sisiter
320. Did you play Simon? yup yup
321. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? omg soo gooood
322. Did you wet the bed? at some points ya prob
323. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? yes
324. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? haha yup
325. Were you shy? kinda
326. Were you spoiled? u bet
327. Were you abused? i got the slap in the hand or on the face occasionaly
328. Did you go to the circus? yup yup
329. Did you go to the zoo? aw ya
330. Were you in a car accident? a lil baby one
331. Did you build snowmen? ya but they were shitty ones
332. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? ya..i cried at everything so my bro would get in trouble..but i always seemed to get in trouble..jerkface
333. Were your older cousins mean to you? sometimes..but not really..aww i lvoe my older cousins :-D
334. Did you think slinkies were cool? i lvoe slinkies still bitch
335. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? yes and i tried lookin for them once or twice..or like everyday wit my bro :-\
336. Were you afraid of the dark? sometimes
337. Did you have slumber parties? wit my cousins ya
338. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? not to that extent
340. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? u mean they arent REAL..omg :'(
alrite now i'm goin to go do my real work...Yippeeeeeeee :-\
it was fun while it lasted..peace out |
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| i'm hooooommmmmmeeee |
[Nov. 24th, 2004|02:55 pm] |
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| | my dad in the kitchen | ] |
i love being home. only cuz i get to see my friends. if i didnt have to stay at my house that would be really nice. my moms still annoyin, blah.
neways..
i figured id update a little and talk about my night last nite bcuz it was fun and stupid all in one.
so it was Tuesday nite. all i do on Tuesday nites is watch Tree Hill and we were finally goin to have the girls nite again at Bubs. But wait, WB is a faggot and airs a movie instead of Tree Hill. so me and LBJ went to rent Mean Girls, which we didnt even watch.
we started watchin Laguna Beach and it was the graduation one. obv, we all cried and then watched our video yrbk. it was entertainin. then being the losers that we are drove around aimlessly and looked at all the toilet papered houses. who ever did Matt Kellys is amazing. i wanted to take a picture and just stare in awe. nice job kids.
then we went to wendys. and i saw CJ and both Scotties and Joshie. and then not good. my hands started to shake and i was nervous so we left and i came up wit the bright idea to toilet paper niks house (cuz i was bored and mad and had to take my mind off some shit). ya i know, we are losers. it came out so good and we had so much fun. HAHA.
then i came home and talked to Craig forever on the phone. i miss my SNHU kids. i cannot wait to see Jen and Josh and Craig :-D on friday. looooooooveeee you guys!
then i woke up and went to the powder puff game with Bubs, Nik and Bish. that was fun, until it started rainin. i saw lots of nice people that i misss oooohh sooooooo much. it was nice.
and tomorrow i want to go to the turkey game so i can see sarah kalis. god i luv her. and if she is darker then me shes being murdered. haha and i want to see clancy..i miss my clan soooooo much!!!
maybe ill go do some work bcuz i have so much shit to do for school..NOOOO
alrite i think i'm done. bye kids |
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| Jimmy did it so why can't i...plus i'm bored |
[Nov. 12th, 2004|11:09 am] |
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| | jes is sleepin..no music | ] |
001) What time are you starting this?: 11:11 am ..make a wish
002) Name?: Melissa
003) DOB: 11-8-86
004) Sex: female
005) Height?: 5'0"
006) Eye color?: brown
007) Hair color? brown
008) Location?: rite now NH..but usually MA
009) Where were you born?: Stoughton..i believe..i dont even know
010) Have you ever failed a grade?: nah
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?
012) Do you have a crush on someone?: sure
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: no
014) If so, what is their name:
015) How long have you been together?:
016) What are you wearing right now?: jeans and a navy blue sweatshirt
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: YES JDEN and TUCKER
020) Do you smoke?: smoke what
021) Do you drink?: yes
022) Are you ghetto?: sometimes..haha
023) Are you a player?: yes.. :-\
024) What are your favorite color?: baby blue and yellow
025) What is your favorite animal?: puppies
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: no
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: nope...well jenna beat me up on the bus once..but that was only playin around..i think :)
028) Who are your best friends?: bag bub bish lbj cor
029) Have you ever beat someone up? ya..all 98 punds of me murder people..be afraid
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: my sister
031) Have you ever been slapped?: jimmy sharples slapped me once..stil dislike him for that..lol
032) Do you get online a lot?: ya
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: shy at first then really outgoin
034) Do you shower?: ya..i stay in there for like 45 minutes
035) Do you hate school?: sometimes
036) Do you have a social life?: yup
037) How easily do you trust people? i barely trust people
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: yes
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: prob
040) Would you ever sky dive?: too scared
041) Do you like to dance?: love it
068) Have you ever been out of state?: ya
069) Do you like to travel?: ya
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: no
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: no
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: did..but i miss it
072) Are you spoiled?: yes
073) Are you a brat?: very much so
074) Have you ever been dumped? yes
075) Have you ever gotten high?: yes
076) What's your favorite drink?: idk
077) Do you like Snapple?: no just the caps
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: yes
079) What toothpaste do you use?: colgate
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: cell
081) Do you have a curfew?: yes
082) Who do you look up to?: um idk
083) Are you a role model?: hopefully not
085) What name brand is your favorite to wear?: who cares
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: necklace, class ring, bracelet, and 2 other rings
087) What do you have pierced?: ears
088) What do you want pierced?: nose and belly button
089) Do you like taking pictures?: yes
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: not really
091) Do you have a tan?: i'm portuguese..
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: sometimes
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: prob
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: yes
095) Do you have your own pool?: yes
096) Do you have any siblings?: nel and kev
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: boxers
098) Have you ever been played? idk..maybe
099) Have you ever played anyone?: nope..i dont think so
100) Do you get along with your parents?: mom..no dad..sometimes
102) How do you vent your anger?: usually dont tell anyone and i'm jsut pissed off at everything. or i yell
103) Have you ever run away?: nope
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
105) Do you even have a job?: not rite now no
106) Do you daydream a lot?: kinda
107) Do you daydream about sexual things? haha..maybe..
108) Do you run your mouth?: YES
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: no ijsut heard a horrifying story about someones tattoo gettin infected and makin a hole in her back. no thanks.
110) What do you have a tattoo of?:
111) What are your favorite flowers?: yellow roses
112) What does your bf/gf look like?: well lets see hes..
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: a guy
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: idk..dont tihnk so
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: idk
116) Are you rude? if i have to be..yes
117) What was the last compliment you received?: your hair looks good
118) Do you like getting dirty?: maybe
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie
120) Are you flexible?: nnot really
121) What is your heritage?: pure bread portuguese...still decidin if thats good or bad
122) What is your lucky number?: 4
123) What does your hair look like right now?: down straight
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: NOOOOOO
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: um...idk
126) Describe your looks?: shu up u know what i look like..
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: dirty blonde..or a light brown..nuttin that drastic
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: depends how young..but prb not
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: yes
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: 2 weeks ago maybe
131) When was the last time you went to the movies? i think with tim to see spiderman 2..or with mat and nicole to see princess diaries 2 :)
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: NO
136) Do you have one now?: YES ....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: usually 2 or 3..takes me a lil while to get it and see who it is
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: no
139) If yes, when was the last time?:
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: dad
141) Do you cry a lot?: yes
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: used to when i was younger
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: idk
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: dude
145) Are you the romantic type?: romantic things are so cute :)..id like to fine me a guy that does nice things
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: no
147) What do you like most about your body?: nuttin...my 6 pack died :'(
148) What do you like least about your body?: idk
150) When was the last time you threw up?: last yr when i had a stomach virus
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: dark hair
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like? AE boots
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: yes
154) What about cleavage?: all that cleavage that i have :-\
155) Do you get along with everyone?: not everyone no..
158) What color are your underwear right now?: grey
159) What theme does your room have?: a lot of posters and pics..most of its my room mates
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 7 or 7 1/2
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: jsut my necklace
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: missysue44
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: prob not
164) Are you a virgin?: no
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: nope..hehe
167) What do you sleep in?: tshirt and pants usally
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: prob
171) Would you marry for money?: depends how much....hey at least i'm honest
172) What do you drive?: gay chevy cavalier
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: no
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: prob daddy
177) Are you flirty?: veryyy
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: um its 2 million dollars..YES
180) What time are you finishing this?: 1131
i was bored and i was goin to write a real update but ill do that another time. maybe in like a month..haha!! :)
until next time..love |
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| longest nap EVER |
[Oct. 4th, 2004|01:29 pm] |
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i had class from 8-9. Came back to the room and slept until about 115. it was so great. i love how i only have one damn class on mondays. its god given.
i updated a while ago but it was dumb. ive been at school for a while so i figured maybe i should update again.
school is good. i love it here. classes are ok. i love my english teacher. i wish my math teacher spoke english :-\ . i always get screwed over in math. oh well.
the people here are good. i get along with my room mate pretty well so i'm so glad about that. and other then that i'm always with jen and jenna or josh. i love him...haha. i'm having a blast here so i could careless.
despite my happiness here..i miss my friends sooo much. i just miss being somewhere that i know what people are goin to do next and people know me. i dont have to explain myself or tell someone i'm jk when i'm sarcastic. i miss sayin remember the time or saying inside jokes and being able to laugh forever. its like that quote, you will never find friends like the ones you grew up with. i cant wait till i go home friday and i see everyone and get to drive my baby. i miss my car sooo much.
i guess i miss my house too. i miss my dad. and i kinda miss my mom. well not really but i tihnk i just miss knowing whats goin on and knowing where everything in my house is.
this is random but i want the following:
-tickets to the NFG and Green Day concert on Oct 28
-my car at school
-a job..scary yes but i need money
-a chingy poster
-more posters and pics on my walls
-good food bcuz i'm sick of the cafe food
-a camera to take picures
-my computer now..damnit
-see all my old friends...5 damn days :-D
and and..i want to see Clancy sooooo bad. i love that boy. his bday was the other day and i sent him the best card in the world. YAY.
i'm starving so i need some food. i'm not walking to the cafe so i'm goin to eat junk food. this shall be fun. on that note i need to start goin to the gym really badly. :-\ i hate the gym bcuz of sarah kalis
speakin of which..
SARAH KALIS..i misssssssssss u!!!!!!!!! :'( |
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| fuckers... |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|12:57 pm] |
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| | 7th Heaven | ] |
hey.
havnt done this in a while and im bored so i figured ..its timmmmme.
im just goin to say some random things so dont get mad if i dont get into detail:
-school is a blast. i love it here.
-classes arent that bad. a lot of work but its worth it
-everyone here is wicked kool. i love my dorm and everyone in it.
-the guys are good...hot :)
-my mom calls me everyday. its annoyin. funny. annoyin. funny.
-i miss my friends, but not stoughton. that doesnt sound rite.
-i need to clean my room bcuz these kids were in here yesterday and i was trashed so i dont remember and i wasnt even in my room. wicked kool yet fun.
-im tired.
so i'm goin to nap or somethin. hopefully. idk prob not. no time.
and i may go to UNH tonite and visit Cor, Bry and Scottttt...YAYYYY
k bye |
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| babies are cute... |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|02:43 pm] |
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| | Houston "I like that" | ] |
especially when you can play with them and even babysit them for a day or two and then return them to the owner or parents. HA!
i had fun in NH this weekend. i was suppose to go up earlier but i didnt want to miss Sullys (more about that later). so i went up with Dave and helped my sis move into her new house, which is beautiful by the way, i'm so happy for her. and i watched Jocelyn.
shes such a happy baby. and shes so freakin adorable that i just want to squeeze her. i love that she barely cries and is always laughin and bubbly. her and nathan are the two only little children that i can stand babysittin for more the a day. i'm so excited to be closer to my niece. YAY!
anyways..
now i'm home. my mom keeps yellin at me to pack so i think i at least need to start that since i'm goin friday night. yipppppeee.
everyone is leavin/ has left. its weird. instead of sayin see you later its see you in 3 months. which i dont like. sayin goodbye is not one of my better qualities. i get scared. i'm not a very big fan of the unknown.
but like all, everything will work out. i hope. things will be normal and come november i'll see my friends again and be able to laugh at the stupid things we did.
when nikki was packin i got overwhelmed bcuz she wasnt takin her red suit down, that she looks like santa clause in, and brianna was like ya, they wouldnt accept you. and i laughed at the fact that you do stupid things but no matter what your friends know you and understand where your comin from. i'm just a little afraid to leave that. start over and "explain" to people who i am and my sense of humor.
eeeeeeek. i dont think that the scared-ness out ways the excited-ness. i just want to decorate my room. yes. i think that will be fun. and i want to go food shoppin. get all my little snacks and poptarts and eat them...in the tv room :-\ 148 sarah, adam, and jason and dolan and everyone else that lived in the tv room..HA.
i saw adam at sullys and i was over joyed. he made my day. i missed seeing him everyday and havin him grope me. he made me laugh. sarah is in miami. bitch. i love you.
but other then that sullys was good. i'm gettin $100 thanks to steven..i'm winnin this bet..HA. i was happy to be with everyone and hang out all together one last time before we all left. props to sully.
speakin of props, john clancy is amazing. i love that boy. and by mistake i called him john. it was so weird. but funny. i'm hangin out wit him again before i leave. and i need to hang out with micker and roche. HAVE TO!! seriously.
this weekend i dicovered that this is the first summer i am not really dark, black even. which is upsettin. so for the next 4 days from the hours of 12-3 i will be outside layin next to my pool in hopes to be as dark as i usually am. i'm pissed about this.
and summer is officially over. :'( :( :-\ :) :-D ..sad yet soo happy. confusing
this has been too much rambling so i'm off. goin to go pack some stuff and shower and then idk. maybe you'll see me. :) |
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| Old Orachard Beach :) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|11:57 pm] |
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| | All 4 One "I swear" | ] |
This weekend in Maine was so much fun. i love my girls.
highlights include:
-bub almost hittin laura on the way up
-bish stickin her hand in the fan..smart :-\
-nik being a bombadear
-nik swearin numerous times to the hot cop
-havin a talk outside and then gettin yelled at by the foreign lady down the hall
-swimmin in the rain
-theres a first time for everything ;-) lol
-7 girls in one NEAT room :-\ ..need i say more..
..i'm sure there is more but i just cant recap..
i wanted it to be good and it was. it was pretty much the last time we are all goin to be together and it happened the way it should.
we talked about the fights we had and the fact that we got passed them and could laugh is the real meanin of friendship. knowin that its stronger then anything is amazing. i couldnt ask for anything more.
it didnt even matter that it rained all day. saying goodbye is goin to be one of the hardest things. i'm goin to miss being able to call them all up and just meet up in 10 minutes. :(
i'm so excited to leave tho. but now i'll be sad to leave it behind. i know we will keep in touch and hang out so i'm not too scared.
everything else is ok. i guess. not really much else goin on. just kinda gettin ready and puttin my shit together for when i leave.
which is in about 12 days.
thats amazing. i'm ready. (hopefully)
something ive figured out:
even if you expect something to happen, the amount of pain you feel will still be the same. |
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| i got really bored |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|07:57 pm] |
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| | Ashlee Simpson "Shadow" | ] |
my parents were just yellin in the kitchen and i just got really annoyed with it. i dont like them very much. my mother has been annoyin me beyond belief. i swear if she calls me stupid one more time i'm goin to snap.
my sister came and visited today. that was glorious. jocelyn is so freakin cute. i love that baby. when she comes down i'm so content. i forget my friends, school, just everything in general. no matter how mad i ever am i can look at my sister and that baby and just be at ease.
my sister was talkin about college a lot today. and i finally realized something. i dont want to go. but i dont want to stay here. i really just want to move in with my sister. it was just an all of a sudden kind of feeling. i was sittin at the table and my sister asked me what was wrong and i just said nothing. but in the back of my mind i just kept asking myself, what the hell is happening?
i'm not a kid anymore. i cant bullshit my way through college. my friends are goin to disappear.
dont get me wrong, leaving my house will probably be the best thing for me. but that doesnt mean i want to leave everything, which what seems to be is goin to happen.
for some odd reason im just scared of this change a lot. i dont know what to expect or how things are goin to be. i'm so confused.
hopefully someone knows what i mean..
neways..
i did laundrey today by myself. SCARY. i need to start gettin use to it. AHH!
ive been watchin the olympics non-stop. its so entertainin. and the fact that so many countries who fight and bicker can come together without havin a problem amazes me. why cant we do this in the real world? people are ridiculous.
i was suppose to go to NH for a couple of days but my sis came here so i didnt. but i'm hopin next week i can go up and help her move. that will be fun.
fri-sun is OOB. extremely excited to go to maine. pretty much the last time with all the girls together. lets make it good.
i want to hang out with the followin people before i leave/they leave:
-Sarah Kalis..i love you more then life itself. Miami :-\
-Katie Cupoli..god i miss you.
-John Clancy..you complete me. id be lost without you.
-Jimmy Sharples..its been way too long! BEEEAAACCCHHH!
-Sam..my lil sis. Just bcuz someone is younger then you doesnt mean you cant look up to them :) 143
-Micker..he makes me smile.
-Roche..even though she died? donde estas?!?!?!
-theres a lot more but i dont feel like namin everyone.
i also want to play more tennis before i leave...Kalts, Kron, Say, Flem, Bag, Jessie aka Sica(i havnt said that in so long), Scott..doubles? Any takers..please..someone..??
alrite i think i'm goin to go watch some more olympics and clean my room some more. no laziness...cleanin!
i need to go pee too. :) just thought people needed to know! |
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